So I havent done this in a long time, most likely because I felt like only emotional nerds write on blogs, but my fingers are itching to write something, like, somewhat meaningful. Maybe well be able to get something out of this!
Changes since June (or July, whenever my last post was...)
1. I am now a blonde.
1. I have not one.... but two! jobs!
3. and i have no time to write meaningless stuff on a website that nobody really reads anymore.
4. I realize I am quite a bit more rebellious than I used to be...
5. I am tyring to decide between a good life, and a bad reckless life. Im leaning towards reckless. But the good life is what Ive always lived... and WHERE THE HELL has it got me.
6. I kind of want to move out, but I cant until im 18. But then, BAM, its happening.
I havent even touched my bible since creation.
Everybody around me is being dramatic, and i miss being younger.
The only thing that unconditionally loves me in this house and shows it, is my dog. And, just yesterday she chewed up my favorite shoe.
And you kno that one moment where eveyrbody messes up to bad, and they have to admit they did something wrong, and move on... not just cover it up....
after all the shit ive been getting into, im so afraid about what thats going to be.
I hope to God nobody reads this.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Monday, June 22, 2009
Dossvedanya. Goodbye.
Listening to: Honey and the Moon from the OC soundtrack
You wouldnt think so, but LISTEN TO THE OC SOUNDTRACK! It has amazing songs:]
Oh! And Then There Were None is a great band, their newest album is fanastic! They are more techno/rock so its VERY catchy. I will give you an update on which my favorites are, becuase at the moment I cant decide. Thats how good it is!
Lately, Ive been writing a lot about music on here. But I think if you get to know me, music is one of my passions, and I love to share it with other people. I can carry an antire conversation around one song, because you dont realize until you think about it, how much work it took the person to write the song. They thought about it forever, and evereything they tried, they did it to make the song better. Its also an insight into the artists mind, and they're something you can learn from.
SO: Ive thought seriously about my novel that Im going to write (I know! Im so nerdy, I want to write the Great American Novel. I HATE english too, so I have no idea why. I think its because writing novels you have more freedom to write however you want.)
SUMMER is definetley looking up:] Its change!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Can You Help Me Out Next Time?
Oh my goodness! Escape the Fate!
They are such a good band, why havent i heard of them sooner?!
listen to them only if you like hardcore music. That happens to be amazing.
I swear it, you wont be dissapointed!
Especially their new CD: This War Is Ours. The two tracks you should listen to:
Something and Its Just Me. Something is more mainstream, but has amazing vocals, and Its Just Me has more of a unique twist to the instrumentals, and uses a different approach to catch your attention.
OVERALL: amazing album! Please listen to it, and ENJOY it!
Today I went to BG village, just to do some exploring while Jaclyn was in her guitar lessons, and after a long struggle of trying to start the car (while it was in neutral. I swear I only cause problems for myself!) I went to buy a smoothie at Blue Castle Coffee, the new shop that just opened there. Guess what? I have a new obsession! It was CHEAP and probably the BEST strawberry smoothie I have ever had. Please stop there if you have the chance, even though its almost impossible to find, just like the rest of it.
Some memories from JUNIOR YEAR I will never forget:
1. Hanging with woodland kids, I love you all! Alyssa, Corban, Terah, Ryan, Emily, Ashley, you guys are so awesome, I wish I had more time to spend with you this quarter:]]]
2. Bakery days with Mandie, when I would argue with the poor Asian cashier, about what eveyrthing cost, even though he was ALWAYS right. At least we became friends.
3. CAM KIDS! Especially spring quarter: Brianna, Grace, and Bryan, it was so much fun getting to know you guys better!
4. Making new friends, and getting closer to older ones. OH Heidi I prollie couldnt have made it through this quarter without you, thankyou for being my substitute mother lol. AND KATIE I am so glad you came to clark, im so excited for next year! it will be fun!
5. Jaclyn keeps on listening to this 30 second clip of this new Tokio Hotel single and its really obnoxious.
6. SOCIOLOGY and LIFESPAN PSYCHOLOGY! The best classes ever, with the coolest people:]]
7. Stupid stalker teachers. ALL IM SAYING. (probably not the best of memories.)
8. Jamba Juice.
Have an amazing summer EVERYBODY, Im so glad we get a break! Have fun you guys:]]
OH a good summer song: Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillait, which im sure most of you know:]
They are such a good band, why havent i heard of them sooner?!
listen to them only if you like hardcore music. That happens to be amazing.
I swear it, you wont be dissapointed!
Especially their new CD: This War Is Ours. The two tracks you should listen to:
Something and Its Just Me. Something is more mainstream, but has amazing vocals, and Its Just Me has more of a unique twist to the instrumentals, and uses a different approach to catch your attention.
OVERALL: amazing album! Please listen to it, and ENJOY it!
Today I went to BG village, just to do some exploring while Jaclyn was in her guitar lessons, and after a long struggle of trying to start the car (while it was in neutral. I swear I only cause problems for myself!) I went to buy a smoothie at Blue Castle Coffee, the new shop that just opened there. Guess what? I have a new obsession! It was CHEAP and probably the BEST strawberry smoothie I have ever had. Please stop there if you have the chance, even though its almost impossible to find, just like the rest of it.
Some memories from JUNIOR YEAR I will never forget:
1. Hanging with woodland kids, I love you all! Alyssa, Corban, Terah, Ryan, Emily, Ashley, you guys are so awesome, I wish I had more time to spend with you this quarter:]]]
2. Bakery days with Mandie, when I would argue with the poor Asian cashier, about what eveyrthing cost, even though he was ALWAYS right. At least we became friends.
3. CAM KIDS! Especially spring quarter: Brianna, Grace, and Bryan, it was so much fun getting to know you guys better!
4. Making new friends, and getting closer to older ones. OH Heidi I prollie couldnt have made it through this quarter without you, thankyou for being my substitute mother lol. AND KATIE I am so glad you came to clark, im so excited for next year! it will be fun!
5. Jaclyn keeps on listening to this 30 second clip of this new Tokio Hotel single and its really obnoxious.
6. SOCIOLOGY and LIFESPAN PSYCHOLOGY! The best classes ever, with the coolest people:]]
7. Stupid stalker teachers. ALL IM SAYING. (probably not the best of memories.)
8. Jamba Juice.
Have an amazing summer EVERYBODY, Im so glad we get a break! Have fun you guys:]]
OH a good summer song: Lucky by Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillait, which im sure most of you know:]
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
Random Thoughts of Sunsets and Rivers
Another recent story from FMylife.com
Today, I found out my mom paid my best friend $20 to be my friend when we were 10. FML
I think that would be rather heartbreaking... whos Mom would do that to their kid?
This has been a strange weekend and day so far! "I SO hate Consequences" lyrics by Relient K keeps floaitng through my head, except for what the problem that caused the consequences are, I am not yet sure of. From now on, I am just not going to do anything wrong. Becuase even the littlest thing tends to give me problems. No accidents or anything! I am going to be sooo careful. Maybe I just need to be wise? I have no clue! Whatever is going on, I have done something wrong someplace. Or maybe i havent... no i have. UGH I dont know! Im praying that this week just looks up though, Im feeling a little lost.
Things that have changed since this weekend:
1) Confidence.
2) Motivation.
3) Attitude.
I have no clue why, but it seems everytime I go there, I leave changed. Last time it was lifechanging: this time it was a reality check.
Its always the sunset though that changes everything.
i know this post mde no sense, probably to any of you, but now I think i know what the problem is. Maybe writing it down here helped. But i think things are going to change from here on out :]]]
Today, I found out my mom paid my best friend $20 to be my friend when we were 10. FML
I think that would be rather heartbreaking... whos Mom would do that to their kid?
This has been a strange weekend and day so far! "I SO hate Consequences" lyrics by Relient K keeps floaitng through my head, except for what the problem that caused the consequences are, I am not yet sure of. From now on, I am just not going to do anything wrong. Becuase even the littlest thing tends to give me problems. No accidents or anything! I am going to be sooo careful. Maybe I just need to be wise? I have no clue! Whatever is going on, I have done something wrong someplace. Or maybe i havent... no i have. UGH I dont know! Im praying that this week just looks up though, Im feeling a little lost.
Things that have changed since this weekend:
1) Confidence.
2) Motivation.
3) Attitude.
I have no clue why, but it seems everytime I go there, I leave changed. Last time it was lifechanging: this time it was a reality check.
Its always the sunset though that changes everything.
i know this post mde no sense, probably to any of you, but now I think i know what the problem is. Maybe writing it down here helped. But i think things are going to change from here on out :]]]
Friday, June 5, 2009
I would LIKE a cowboy.
This is what I wrote on the way up to Quincy today!! (I was bored.)
(I am thankful I brought my laptop. Its like a security blanket I think.)
Right now, I am writing this on the way to Quincy. Apparently, we are now in the Dalles, because nobody gets pulled over by airplanes for speeding.Thats according to my Mom. You know we're getting closer to there anyway, because the trees are slowly starting to dissapear.We just passed a restauraunt called Roosters. Breakfast Lunch and Dinner, they prollie serve chicken or something like that.Sp: I have a new thought: that tickling isnt something you do to kids. Or adults. It just kind of annoys me. Revenge is Sweeter Than You Ever Were: by the Veronicas. An amazing song.Okay. All the trees have offcially dissapeared, and its only been like three or so hours. This reminds me of going to creation. Gah, ok dont think about that....How do people name cars? I mean, obviously you have to come up with something snazzxy, and original, that nobody has ever come up with before. It just seems like a heck of a pressure thing- ok, we have to come upwith a new name for this model before tomorrow.You would think they would run out of names. But i geuss thats why they make continuing models: like fords minivans, from windstar to freestar type thing. L-O-V-E is just another word i never learned to pronounce. K, so the secenery is actually quite lovely aloong here. And theres lots of water... well duh, I kinda think were going along the river.Gosh, there are so many cops along here. I changed my mind about driving, I like to speed toooo much.Of course, my moms right here, so I dont think I would be able to. goodness! A New Day Has Come by Celine Dion is a great song too.
So, since we dont have tv reception at my house (yea! But I dont mind it that much, however, if i was without internet, I do think I would be lost.) and we do now because we are in the a hotel, we are now watching... Huckleberry Hound (jaclyn says he has an awkwardvoice.)? And then (Jaclyns choice.) Trading Spouses. You can tell this is going to be one fabulous weekend.
SO yesterday me mandie and heidi went to go watch Hannah Montana. Which, i actually really liked! i feel awful for liking it... but its actually a pretty cute movie. Kind of cheesy in some parts... but admittedly i like it! (OH! The guy was the best part of the movie :P)
More until later:P Pics to come! Love you guys:]]
Oh. One more thing: Sometimes you need to change something, in order for things to go better. Often, it has to be your attitude.
For I know the plans i have for you says the lord. Plans to give you a hope and a future! -Jeremiah 29:11
(I am thankful I brought my laptop. Its like a security blanket I think.)
Right now, I am writing this on the way to Quincy. Apparently, we are now in the Dalles, because nobody gets pulled over by airplanes for speeding.Thats according to my Mom. You know we're getting closer to there anyway, because the trees are slowly starting to dissapear.We just passed a restauraunt called Roosters. Breakfast Lunch and Dinner, they prollie serve chicken or something like that.Sp: I have a new thought: that tickling isnt something you do to kids. Or adults. It just kind of annoys me. Revenge is Sweeter Than You Ever Were: by the Veronicas. An amazing song.Okay. All the trees have offcially dissapeared, and its only been like three or so hours. This reminds me of going to creation. Gah, ok dont think about that....How do people name cars? I mean, obviously you have to come up with something snazzxy, and original, that nobody has ever come up with before. It just seems like a heck of a pressure thing- ok, we have to come upwith a new name for this model before tomorrow.You would think they would run out of names. But i geuss thats why they make continuing models: like fords minivans, from windstar to freestar type thing. L-O-V-E is just another word i never learned to pronounce. K, so the secenery is actually quite lovely aloong here. And theres lots of water... well duh, I kinda think were going along the river.Gosh, there are so many cops along here. I changed my mind about driving, I like to speed toooo much.Of course, my moms right here, so I dont think I would be able to. goodness! A New Day Has Come by Celine Dion is a great song too.
So, since we dont have tv reception at my house (yea! But I dont mind it that much, however, if i was without internet, I do think I would be lost.) and we do now because we are in the a hotel, we are now watching... Huckleberry Hound (jaclyn says he has an awkwardvoice.)? And then (Jaclyns choice.) Trading Spouses. You can tell this is going to be one fabulous weekend.
SO yesterday me mandie and heidi went to go watch Hannah Montana. Which, i actually really liked! i feel awful for liking it... but its actually a pretty cute movie. Kind of cheesy in some parts... but admittedly i like it! (OH! The guy was the best part of the movie :P)
More until later:P Pics to come! Love you guys:]]
Oh. One more thing: Sometimes you need to change something, in order for things to go better. Often, it has to be your attitude.
For I know the plans i have for you says the lord. Plans to give you a hope and a future! -Jeremiah 29:11
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Red Hair Dye and Firetrucks
I am waiting for MandaPanda to get out of class, and i have to kill like ten minutes, so I will write a very short post, and add photos laterr! (yes, I have this new picture taking obsession!)
Today my family went to the beach, without me. Yes, I have school, but I would have loved to gone! At least this weekend, I will be gone to Quincy for my cousins graduation... but then I will have to study for finals while I am there. Joy.
Last night, my sister and I were walking, down our driveway. We had just dyed her hair her typical bright red color, and she had this towel draped around her shoulder. It had lots of red hair dye, that could easily be mistaken for blood. Especially since it was all over her head too. While we were walking, an ambulance passes by. I was like "whoa! Jaclyn go hide in the bushes! theyre gonna think you had a head explosion or somehting!" So she put her head in the bushes. It was kind of ridiculous looking, since eveyrbody could plainly see her towel. But they drove by thankfully. Then a firetruck passed. I just kind of stared at the guy in the car (he was kind of nice to look at!) and then he smiled and nodded, while Jaclyn turned around. So, we talk about this guy for like ever, because he was a hot guy, and Jaclyn looked like she had been assaulted by an axe murderer. We didnt even comprehend until about seven minutes later, that an ambulance and firetruck had just headed down our driveway. You can see what our priorities our...
Time to go find mandie! Pics to follow:]]]]
Today my family went to the beach, without me. Yes, I have school, but I would have loved to gone! At least this weekend, I will be gone to Quincy for my cousins graduation... but then I will have to study for finals while I am there. Joy.
Last night, my sister and I were walking, down our driveway. We had just dyed her hair her typical bright red color, and she had this towel draped around her shoulder. It had lots of red hair dye, that could easily be mistaken for blood. Especially since it was all over her head too. While we were walking, an ambulance passes by. I was like "whoa! Jaclyn go hide in the bushes! theyre gonna think you had a head explosion or somehting!" So she put her head in the bushes. It was kind of ridiculous looking, since eveyrbody could plainly see her towel. But they drove by thankfully. Then a firetruck passed. I just kind of stared at the guy in the car (he was kind of nice to look at!) and then he smiled and nodded, while Jaclyn turned around. So, we talk about this guy for like ever, because he was a hot guy, and Jaclyn looked like she had been assaulted by an axe murderer. We didnt even comprehend until about seven minutes later, that an ambulance and firetruck had just headed down our driveway. You can see what our priorities our...
Time to go find mandie! Pics to follow:]]]]
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